I can’t believe that I have been a mother for 10
months. Time has seriously flown!!! I have been seriously trying to soak in every
moment with my family of four and I am loving every moment of it.
Prior to becoming a mother, a lot of couples would constantly
tell me that kids can completely change your relationship, and not for the
better. When I would ask for more
specific details, the man would often complain about the ways that the woman no
longer gave him attention and all she cared about were the kids and the woman
would complain about how the man never did anything.
Of course, I wanted to make it my mission for this to not
happen to my marriage. My husband and I
had been married for 6 years prior to having our twins and we had been together
for a total of 12 years to the date (our twins were born on our dating
anniversary). I felt as though we had
things figured out pretty well, we communicated very well, we had been through
good times and difficult times, so this parenthood thing would be a piece of
cake…right?
Well…fast forward to when the twins were born, we were on
cloud 9. About 24 hours after the twins
were born my husband even said “I am going to remember how happy I am in this
moment, even when they are waking us up in the middle of the night and not
sleeping”. My twins spent 13 days in the
NICU at the hospital and then they were ready to come home to FINALLY be with
us. We were so overjoyed to finally have
our twin’s home with us.
Slowly after the sleepless nights, crying, stress of nursing
twins all began to set in, I began to find myself being the woman that I said I
would never be. I was actually beginning
to count time. For example, if I changed
x amount of diapers, did laundry and cleaned the house all day (while on maternity
leave) and my husband came home from working ALL day and changed a diaper and
took a nap I was LIVID. I knew this
feeling was not going to do anything good for my marriage and this could not
continue.
I believe that in a marriage, or any relationship it is
important to lead by example. I began to
sit and think about the things that I wanted during this time of being a new
mother, and instead of going to my husband to tell him “How to treat me” I
decided to give him all of the things that I wanted.
1. I began to make
time for my spouse.
For the first four weeks of being a new mom I was completely
wrapped up into my twins. I did not
leave any space for my husband. My focus
was only on the twins and the things that I felt my husband was not doing
right.
So, I began to focus some of that energy onto my husband and
making him feel special. When he came
home from work, I stopped complaining about how tired I was and I started to
ask him about how his day went and the things that he did. I gave him the opportunity to talk about
himself and his day and not just the twins.
2. Date Night
I cannot stress enough how important date night is. I understand that there are many couples that
do not have the help to go on a date night because they do not have a
sitter.
Date Night does not have to mean going out. For us, there are times when we stay home but
we watch a movie together, we actually sit down together and eat dinner or we
just take 20-30 minutes out of our day to focus on one another as a couple
instead of being Mommy and Daddy.
3. I had to make sure my husband did not feel secondary
This is so difficult in the beginning, because honestly
until I was able to get on a routine my husband was secondary. However, I wanted to stop this habit because
I know that this would not lead to a successful marriage.
I made a point to put my husband’s needs first. For example, he wanted to stay overnight away
from the twins. I honestly, did not want
to go because as much as I thought I was ready, I was not ready to leave my
babies overnight. However, because my
husband took the time to ask me out on a date and to request I stay the night
away to get some needed rest, I did.
My marriage is very important not only to my husband, and
myself but it is also important to my children.
Our love is the reason that they are here, so we have to fight to make
sure we are doing the best we can.
4. Treat him like my
boyfriend
What I mean by this is that I typically do things that I
don’t always feel like doing.
I sometimes reflect back to when we were dating and I would
surprise him with things that he mentioned he wanted, I would go out of my way
to do things for him. As my boyfriend, I
would never tell him “no” just because I was tired and did not feel like doing
something with him.
I have decided to go back to those days and it helps so much. He feels valued and not secondary to our
twins.
5. Give him a break
Every parent needs a break.
My husband loves to golf, and I encourage him to do this regularly.
This break helps him recharge and he is a better husband and
father because of it.
6. Pick your battles
This is a great practice in marriage and in parenting. I refuse to constantly complain because my
husband does something different than me.
I have learned that just because it is not the way that I would do it,
this does not mean it is the wrong way.
As I began to do the things that I wanted for my husband,
those things had a great impact. He
began to start doing the same things for me and sometimes even more.
So, do children change the marriage? ABSOLUTELY!
However, the change does not have to be negative. If two people really want to make it a positive
experience it can totally be done.
I often, joke with my husband and I tell him that I am so
happy that we were married for six years prior to having kids, because at least
we know that our marriage does work, it just needed a little restructure.
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Xoxo,
Katrina